I think I am having a midlife crisis at the age of 27. Yes midlife crisis. Except still being in my 20s I really hope that this is not a midway point. So I should call it the WTF am I doing with my life moment. I recently found myself wondering why I never finished college and why I was working for something/someone that had no meaning to me. Then things just started falling apart. Yes, I was devastated but now I am loving it. I still have a few moments of rage but for the most part I am simply moving on. My husband was able to transfer his post 9-11 GI bill to me and BAM things just started falling in place. I love college. I love being home with my kids. Lets not lie. I love being home with my two kids 92% of the time. My friend and I have a booth at a farmer’s market. I have been able to spend a few days working at my grandma’s floral shop. I even did flowers for an entire wedding again. All things I love to do but was not able to do because I was stuck in a corporate box of horror. Yes my bank account is suffering but I feel so much better. Its a Wednesday morning and I am trying to decide if I should take the kids to the park before or after lunch. So I guess everything had to fall apart for me to finally come to the realization that there is so much more out there for me. Midlife crisis averted 🙂 Here’s to the rest of my life that I am finally just beginning to truly live.